Waited for more than 2 hours with cheryl sim they all to rent lockers lahs. The queue was super super super long and then we got to take numbers. hahahas. Sorry cherie and thank you cherie for waiting for me :) and going up and down. hahahas.
crying made my eyes smaller...
OH MY GODDDDDD. I'm feeling angry? or maybe jealous. but i'm not his gf anymore. I should not feel jealous man and i have no rights too. rahs~
I saw their sweet-loving testi-s again. damn it. I shouldnt see it. omg, he have so much time to write testi-s for her everyday, there for her when she's sad and always ready to talk to her. hahs. but after see-ing it. I feel that i should forget totally about him. yesyesyes. It's seriously not worth it le lahs. hmmm. but we broke up liao, so he can be with her ba? What am i talking about? Oh my godddddd, i'm confused. I dont know what am i thinking. ahhhhhh~ i guess i have lost my sense of thinking and everything. i'm sorry. it's your life. haiz. i wanna live in denial. where we're still tgt.
What's the meaning of have you found your form? my english not that gooooood to understand. hahas. He messaged me that. Maybe he sent to the wrong person ba. I was so dumb lahs. I replied. huh? what form? you mean the physic practical worksheets? he replied nvm.
i shouldnt be thinking about/of him. i shouldnt. i shouldnt. i shouldnt. but i carn. i carn. i carn. it's so hardddddd to let him go and forget about him.
but i will try to be strong and forget about him :] if only i can live in denial =X
xiaokeaino.3 wrote these in her letter to me (:
"Men. Men are difficult. So hard to understand. They seems to operate on a very simple basis, like a tap. They're either turned on or turned off. But unlike a tap you can control their switching from one state to another. You carn reach out your hand and say "on" or "off"/ Instead you have to put up with whatever state they're in - unwelcome attentions or hurtful silence. "
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