I'm sorry people. I'm feeling so ashame of myself now :X

I know that I have been so-not-myself after the break-up with him. It gonna be a month soon and yet, I still have not get over him. Breaking down, getting sad over every single little stuffs and thinking of things that i shouldnt think of.

I'm just being selfish. Selfish to everyone around me. It's irresponsible of me too. Thinking of giving up as chairman of UVPHS. I'm sorry people. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me yea? I'm grateful and thankful for having really great friends around me. I will cherish you guys. I will not let you guys down yea? A big thank you :] LOVES.

I will be happy. SMILEEE. My life is great. My life will be better without him too. I gonna learn from my mistakes and grow into a better person :]

edited/

The problem of over-thinking.

Knock some sense into me.

[ i accidentally bumped right into the wall while walking to the toilet at night. hit my forehead; right side. ouch~ is god knocking some sense into me? LOL. ]

composing in riverside sec today :]

i'm just a total failure. Was down during monday's and friday's [today] choir practice. yeaaaaaa. i'm sorry to those that i dao-ed. i had no mood. you guys must be wondering what's wrong with me.

Monday, i heard something during choir practice. My friends saw andrew and sara together in j8. So it's true that he's attached again after a week or so? I thought that I can accept it. I thought that I can handle it. I thought that I can face it. Somehow, I just felt so so so sad. I was super moody and stuff. I didnt know that I actually showed it out. Some friends sms-ed me and cheered me up. They said that I looked very sad. Thanks people [:

Friday, the mugs. Yesyes, the mugs. I heard many many many many many many negative comments. My sister kept telling me that it's very ugly when i reached home. I'm sorry chiang lin. I thought about it. It's so unfair to Chiang Lin. People, you see, it's her effort. It's her hard work. She did her very best. So did the rest. So if you guys wanna blame, just blame me. Blame me for not having any ideas. Blame me for not thinking of a design. Blame me for not doing anything. The quality of the mug aint that good ehh? The cost price is $5 plus man! I knew that Mrs Wong's idea of making a mug wont be successful. I should have stopped her. Aiyaaa...

Someone, just shoot me dead.

And I'm thinking that I'm very useless lahs. I'm sorry people for letting you guys down. Maybe I should just step down as a chairman of uvphs? There are much better people to lead choir right? I'm not a good chairman? Things will just go wrong with me around? Maybe it will be better without me? Just tell me people... I'm sorry.

and thanks yiwei :] i really felt like running away from reality by leaving this world. but what you said touched me yea?

I went to j8 with Xinyi after choir. Cheer up too kays? Why is everything so zhun? I saw his friends at the MRT station there. Me and Xinyi walked to Long John Silver but I wanted to return his nametag to his friends. So we walked back, he was there already. Xinyi helped me to return his nametag to him. Thanks. Yeaaaaaa. and the uncle busking there played/sang carn help falling in love with you. Oh man, it's so saddening lahs. But I do feel better reutrning his name tag to him.

Hmmm... Maybe his life will be better without me. Maybe the world will be better without me too. I dont have strength to continue anymore. What should i do people?

HARLORRR!

music o levels lesson today. and mdm ho brought cindy, wenyan and i to music essentials to get our piano duet scores =]

me. wenyan =)


me. cindy =)


anyway, i changed to this blogskin.
so gonna move on cos it's not worth it =]

yea. i think he's attached. to that girl who he got to know during the two days that he didnt reply my sms-es. yea. when we haven break up yet. he claimed that he was sick yet he spared time chatting with her instead of replying my sms-es or chatting with me. WOAHHH~

now i understand why he deleted the photos of me and him in his friendster account when we haven break yet. that two days. hahs. and why he didnt wanna accept my testimonials. now, even the old ones are all goneeeee. WOAHHH~

unfaithful? he wanna be with her at that time? both his and the girl's status in friendster changed to in a relationship le. and they both got a similiar phrase; you smile, i smile :) and their oh-so-sweeeeeeet testimonials. WOAHHH~

hahahas. aiyaaa. you guys are right man. his reasons are all excuses ba? what focus-ing on god, feel that he's immature and now is not the right age to start a relationship. hahas. and said that he will get attached only after graduating from phs. they are just lies and excuses to break with me and be with her ba? just two weeks later then become mature le ars? WOAHHH~

hahahas. i shouldnt care about all this already. people do change. he changed. his heart changed. it's not my problem or what? yeaaaaaa. i so gonna move on. forget about him. i wont cry because of him. he wont be on my mind. my life will not be ruin because of him =]

do i still love him? -no
do i hate him? -no
i'm feeling neutral. HAHAS(:



and my dear 7FLOWERS/SISTERS or is it 7DAYS or 7COLOURS? LOL!
nicholas edited our picture! NICE RIGHTTT! thanks!

HALORRR people :D

YOU GOT MY TEMPERATURE RISING LIKE EL-NIN-YO~ im happy today =) no emo posts yea?

UVPHS CHOIR board. our hard work. =)



us us us. szehoe! clarissa! xinyi! me! cherie! short of pamela and noeleen. yeaaa. next time take again =) hahahas. my hair so messy! LOL.




hehehes. the pose looks familiar ehh? =D



AHHH~ my right earhole got infection again! shouldnt have wear ear-ring. HAHAS.

and music o levels tomorrow... HAHAS.

HAHAHAS. am i truly happy? am i really happy? or am i pretending to be happy? omggg. HAHAHAS.

HA LOR!!! hahahas. ha lor-ing everyday. LOL!

sherman loh! you too paiseh to see me le ars? hahas. HALORRR! =)

went to northpoint today with cherie, wenya and szehoe. we ate at yoshinoya. saw noeleen and vanessa [sec.2]. hahahas. finally bought my core geog textbook! and my g-tec pens! hahahas. after that we went to starbucks. hahahas. left 3 vouchers.

me. wenya. cherie. szehoe =)


chocolate cream chip! my loveee =D



the choir notice board is done! gonna take a photo of it and post it here soon! hahahas (:

OMGGG. carn believed i did this in class. LOL. the past with him :X



i sooooooo gonna get over him yea? he made it so clear; deleted all my testi-s and his blog? hmmm. maybe deleted me from msn? i dont know. hahahas. he wrote sweet testi-s to sara! yeaaa. hahahas.

can we still be friends?

but whenever i see him in school, i will make a lot of noise? LOL. these gonna stop. omggg. pinye lent me a storybook. OMG lahs, the author's name is ANDREW. i noticed it when i took the book from her and i made some noise. hahahas. pinye thought what's wrong with her book. hehehes. she has that book since sec.1 and she didnt even realise that the author's name is andrew lahs. LOL. why am i so sensitive to that name? hahas.

getting harvest tomorrow :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS (:

8th jan: XINYI DARLING!!! 16th jan: cheryl NG! & sibelle! 17th jan: sinyi!

CCA open house today. Fum fum fum & Singout. Yeaaaaaa. Yiyuan fever lahs. omg... The speech! So last minute rehearsed with Clarissa. Hahahas. Cheyenne came! Audrey TAN and Phebe too. Hahas.

Xinyi, Clarissa, Cherie, Pamela, Noeleen, Sze Hoe, Nicholas, Limhan and i went to AMK. We wanna buy the stuffs to decortate our notice board. Ate our lunch in KFC. It was super hilarious. Our different eating styles. Yeaaa.

Developed photos and headed to Cityhall. We bought some pretty papers. It's super nice! Some of us went back to school to decorate. Anadee went to hospital? Nicholas and Limhan went to Starbucks? hahahas. dont feel sinful yea? it's okay (:

I/we? didnt know that the nice nice/pretty paper de pattern is same as band's. OMG lahs... We were kinda worried? ; dont wanna be called CCC. Sorry man... Yeaaa. and Sinyi, thanks for your kind understanding (:

We stayed in school to decorate our notice board from 3pm to 7.30pm? Yup. But some had to leave earlier and the security guard told us to leave at 7.30pm. Hahahas. We stopped at some point of time; thinking how to continue decorataing and so on... The colours were not matching, different people have different views and likings, will it look like band's etc.

Super stress lahs, felt like a failure and i must admit that im thinking about him. How i wish he was there for me. I cried. yeaaa. I didnt expect myself to cry in school again. Sorry, i didnt mean to cry and cause some of you guys to cry too? Then i felt super cold. I dont know why? spooky :/

Notice board is not fully done yet. We still have to add on something things and outline the words. Yeaaa. Hope it will be niceee. yeaaa. Hahahas. Shed tears for it man! AHHH~ I thought i wont cry againnn =X

im so so so in love with JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE's song. MY LOVEEEEEE:D My love~ My love~ My love~

and omg. miss samantha lim still remember how well i did for core-geog last year. hahs. i told her that i miss her as my core-geog teacher. awww~ LOL. she said, 'but you didnt do well when i teached you' and she remembered that i scored 0 for her tests. LOL. i actually forgotten about that. hahas.

CHOIR NOTICE BOARD.
BEFORE. since sec.1?


AFTER. haven complete yet. yeaaa. hahahas.


pamela. me. xinyi. cherie. noeleen (:



FRIDAY

Had choir 2-4pm. Then i rushed home to take a quick shower and to get my choir gown. I wanna go to bishan so badly. I wanna take a walk around his house there. Yeaaa. i miss him. So I met Sandra and we had dinner together. She treated me... omg. thanks(:

We chatted a lot a lot. Hahahas. and our secret=) Thanks for everything! I had to rush back to school cos it's already 7.10pm! Had to reach by 7.30pm. Yeaaa. Didnt get to take a walk. hahs. I thought i can forget about him. hmmm. i know i carn but i also know that i must. If there's a will, there will be a way? Hahahas.

Sandra. Me.


Teacher's Dedication Service!


Me. Szehoe. Pamela (:


Clarissa. Anadee. Me. Pamela. Xinyi (:


Me. Cindy (:


yeaaa. god will make a way, when there seems to be no way =)

lunch at j8 today. long john silver (:

cindy, yiwei and yixuan ate first. cherie, xinyi, pamela and i waited for yangkai papa. hahas. ahhhhhhh~ me and xinyi still carn find our core geog textbook! cindy, yiwei and yixuan left le. we were still waiting for yangkai papa. So we went to order our food first. hahahas. took photosss after photosss. LOL.

but si que yi!!! yiweiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

rahs~ it was raining quite heavily at bishan lahs. i dont have umbrella to go to his house there for a walk... maybe it's god plan? LOL. and cherie, pamela they all were asking me not to go. hahas.

me. pamela! cherie!


cherie! xinyi! yangkai papa! pamela! me.


unsuccessful. hahahas.


saw shangyi! so she helped us. hahahas.




and our phones! cherie's! yangkai's! and mine (:

saw sinyi's blog. wahhh. and i totally agree with what she wrote. people told me that too. they said if someone truly loves u , he wont be doing this to u. anyway, sinyi jiayouuu(:

omg. i saw andrew's blog. a passer-by tagged and sort of scolded him? i wonder who she or he is. thanks for your care and concern yea :]

but nope [same as sinyi], i dont hate him. and i will not. cos i know that i still do love him =X arggg... why am i still feeling this way?

takecare people (:

Tiring days. I FINALLY GOT A LOCKER (:

Waited for more than 2 hours with cheryl sim they all to rent lockers lahs. The queue was super super super long and then we got to take numbers. hahahas. Sorry cherie and thank you cherie for waiting for me :) and going up and down. hahahas.

crying made my eyes smaller...

OH MY GODDDDDD. I'm feeling angry? or maybe jealous. but i'm not his gf anymore. I should not feel jealous man and i have no rights too. rahs~

I saw their sweet-loving testi-s again. damn it. I shouldnt see it. omg, he have so much time to write testi-s for her everyday, there for her when she's sad and always ready to talk to her. hahs. but after see-ing it. I feel that i should forget totally about him. yesyesyes. It's seriously not worth it le lahs. hmmm. but we broke up liao, so he can be with her ba? What am i talking about? Oh my godddddd, i'm confused. I dont know what am i thinking. ahhhhhh~ i guess i have lost my sense of thinking and everything. i'm sorry. it's your life. haiz. i wanna live in denial. where we're still tgt.

What's the meaning of have you found your form? my english not that gooooood to understand. hahas. He messaged me that. Maybe he sent to the wrong person ba. I was so dumb lahs. I replied. huh? what form? you mean the physic practical worksheets? he replied nvm.

i shouldnt be thinking about/of him. i shouldnt. i shouldnt. i shouldnt. but i carn. i carn. i carn. it's so hardddddd to let him go and forget about him.

but i will try to be strong and forget about him :] if only i can live in denial =X


xiaokeaino.3 wrote these in her letter to me (:

"Men. Men are difficult. So hard to understand. They seems to operate on a very simple basis, like a tap. They're either turned on or turned off. But unlike a tap you can control their switching from one state to another. You carn reach out your hand and say "on" or "off"/ Instead you have to put up with whatever state they're in - unwelcome attentions or hurtful silence. "

i learned something from pastor richard toh's sermon today. he said,
dont dwell on the past.

hmmm... i still miss him a lot a lot but i will try to forget him de bah. yeaaaaaa. i wonder how long would i take to forget him... i guess it's hard. rahs~ whenever my handphone rings, vibrates or anything; call or sms. i just wish it's him. i hope it's him. but... it will never happen bah. right?

thank you people for all your help and support. my family, friends and even people who dont know me and i dont know them.THANKS A LOT. i will be strong and smile everyday :] will i be able to? hahs.

from sweetie's blog. so sweet. thanks [:


hmm. then was quite worried about sweetie when i left for camp. damn. i really see the resemblence of all relationships. is that how they work? hahas. reminded me about myself. but i guess, i no longer feel much. perhaps camp made me too busy to think about anything else or i really didn't want to miss out on moments of life by standing on the spot and not moving on, like the camp chief told us [to cherish each moment because it would never be the same again].so, there. SWEETIE: be strong okae? i'm glad that you've cried it out rather than keep it to yourself and end up doing something silly or something. don't try to think about the possibilities for you to revive this relationship anymore okae? tell yourself, it's impossible, it's over and it's his loss. because you're a nice girl and you've gave your everything trying. but it didn't work out, perhaps you two weren't meant to be, or it was just made this way to teach you lessons you have to learn, before you finally find the 'one'. i know you've put in alot and when you see it all comes to waste, you feel that it's unfair ba[like on your blog] hmm. i think, there is no right or wrong in 'love'[that is unless he cheats on you or do something else more horrible]. if he likes someone else, it cannot be helped, just like how you liked him in the first place. and it can't be blamed because maybe he did put in the same amount of effort but you can't feel it or it wasn't enough for you? have vengeful thoughts, think about the past, be angry, cry and make yourself feel better now. but calm yourself down after that and think about the lessons you've learnt before you step out again okae? i know it's hard for you. but you and i know you can do it, slowly. 'cause there's a solution for every situation in life no matter how complexed or impossible-to-solve it may seem. yep, and i'm glad you know that you should never give up the good things in live for such stuffs. (: learn from it and grow okae? your friends, us, will always be there for you if you need us to be [even when you do not need us to be xD.]. i'm on 24/7 hotline [as long as i hear the phone ringing]! LOVES

SINYI. jiayouuu! hang on. accept disappoints but dont lose hope. i dont have hope le :(

6/1/07. supposed to be our 4th month. hahs. how i wish we could say HAPPY 4th MONTH to each other. how i wish I could see us holding hands walking on the beach our toes in the sand. yeaaaaaa. i must admit that you're still in my heart.

one month ago, you broke up with me. i couldnt take it. you came back to look for me(: we patched and then you broke up with me the next day again. i couldnt take it again. you agreed to come back to me but told me not to blame me if you suddenly wanna break again next year [2007].

yea, that time you still cared. you still love me, you teared for me. but now, you dont. i guess it's my fault. my fault for asking us to continue to be together. i have no rights to blame you. cos you warned me. but im glad you gave me about one more month. i love you; the old you [:


It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending


enough of all these. i shouldnt care already. cos you dont care. i wanted to go to bishan. sit around your house there. hoping to see you. but there's no point. it's not worth it [: right?

yesterday. 7SISTERS/FLOWRS <3s
sirong. me. isabella. yixuan. pinye. cheryl. lixuan (:

i miss you. i miss you walking me home. i miss your hugs and kisses. i miss your sms-es. good monring and good night. i miss your smile. i miss your love. i need some help...

I went to school today.

yea. as soon as i stepped into the parade square and i saw my friends, i cried. hahas. guess im damn dumb. yups. and after sitting down with my friends, i cried again. and while kim is praying. i cried again. hahas. i felt so stupid lahs. it's not worth it (x

and miss lem/mdm lem wanna talk to me. she asked me to look for her. well, i didnt. hmmm. she saw me crying and my friends said she shook her head. hahas. and i sort of cried on the bus too, cos im touched by the postcards darling and xiaokeaino.3 wrote to me. hahas.

i thought that we would really last. you were sweet, nice and many many more. that time, things were really great. i wished that we would never be separated. but the fact is. reality really hit me hard at some points. you suddenlly stopped replying my sms-es or replied weirdly. I was really worried cos you said you were sick. everything stopped. this is how you want it to end. you can just scott free and i have to suffer alone? it's not fair.

the lies that you said. the things that you sweared but didnt mean it. a pack of lies. i hate myself for believing you, loving you more and more each day. but i dont regret it, cos at least i did learn to cherish you. i put my heart and soul into that relationship.

the truth hurts, but i feel better cos at least i think i know the real reason? i saw his friendster's testi-s. i guess maybe he left me cos he like another girl. they chatted so much while he didnt bother to reply my messages and said he's sick. or maybe he still like his ex rachel? well, maybe all this are not true, im overthinking, jumping to conclusions or what. im very sorry. i dont give a damn anymore. bastard, liar, cheater =X

dear friends, i wont cry le (: though sometimes, somehow i just feel like crying. but i guess, you all are right. it's not worth it. i will try my best. i will stay strong. i will move on and dont let it affect me. there's more to life. o levels, grade 7 piano exams, my family and my dear friends. im not alone. i still have you guys. thanks a lot.

sweetie wrote to me this letter,

Sweetie(:

dont always think more than you should okay? i know it's hard. especially now. i know the feeling of waiting for an answer can be tormenting but all the more you should be strong! girls dont need guys to live! no matter what the outcome is, you still have good friends that you can count on. if he wants to let it go, it's his loss. do you hear me? dont ever think that you cannot live without him okay? you lived before he came along. right? cheer up! everything will be fine. if he really is that kind of guy. then he probably not worth it. there are better guys out there! dont worry anymore!

loves!

and honey wrote this in her blog (:

sometimes through some incidents, we see the wider horizon of life.
life is full of ups and downs.
what is most important is that we can stand up after our fall.
it may hurting, it may be miserable. it may be the worst thing in life.
but there will always be a rainbow after the rain.
things will turn for the better. just like how things can turn bad anytime.

be strong honey, we are all behind you.


thank you people (:
mummy, gladys, sinyi, xinyi, yiwei, xiaoman, sirong, isabella, cherie, cindy, wenya, lixuan, pinye, pamela, yankgkai, yixuan, michelle, cheryl sim, siyun, cheryl ng, cheyenne, huiling, hazel, holas, limhan, jaslyn, jiahao, natasha[someone], cassandra[someone's friend], passer-by, joyceee, laurel, hx, xh, daryl, shuhui, sharon, chiang lin, sherman, yuting, jiayin, madeline, irvin, kristin, clar, dee and the rest who do care (:

though my heart is still bleeding and i do wish that we can still be tgoether. i know that i should give up. you love me no more and the one i love is the old you. the old you is gone. sooooooo, it's not worth it. i will let it go and get over you.

there's no point anymore. you broke my heart again and again. you hurted me so badly. i tried to forgive you cos i love you so much. but everything still turned out wrongly, not the way i thought it should be. you broke my heart once more. you hurted me even more.

i will pick up the pieces that you broke. i will heal my wound. i will get rid of my swollen eyes. i will go on with my life like last time, without you. i will get use to it. i will be happy again. i will laugh and be cheerful again. i got back my appetite. i wont strave myself. i will live for god and not for you. cos god is good, all the time.

good luck with your new life (x

I didnt go to school today.

i wonder will you read my blog? maybe yes. maybe no.

been thinking a lot the whole night. you broke up with me again. histories repeated itself. i thought we were happy? and we still can be together for a long long time.

there were times which were niceeeeee and sweet. good memories (: but there were times which were bad too. i cried a lot in this relationship. start to end? im still crying now.

maybe because months after months, i love you more and more. i put more and more hopes into this relationship. all of my high hopes are dashed.

i asked if you still love me, you said you dont know. im glad that you didnt say NO. but im sad that you didnt said YES. i praying for a miracle; that we can be together again.

in this relationship, i learned what's love. i got so worried when you're still not back from taiwan. sent sms-es and made calls. i went to get the fudge [which i forgotten to take back from australia] from bedok from my aunt who just came back from australia. i wanna thank you for what you did for me in the past too. they were sweet.

i was super worried and upset when you failed to reply my messages for the past 2 days. i couldnt sleep. you told that you're sick. but somehow, felt something is wrong. it was very painful.

i love the way you loved me. but now, you love me no more? or do you still love me? haiz... can you reply my messages please? ty.

i read throught our msn chat history. i started crying again. i found these.

what you said to me.

10/6/200 9:35:40 PM
[A][N][D][R][E][W] ; drew ; I LOVE YOU TOO(:
[À][Ú][Ð][R][È][Ý] ; drey ; I LOVE YOU(:
i thought it through last night
10/6/2006 9:36:02 PM
[A][N][D][R][E][W] ; drew ; I LOVE YOU TOO(:
[À][Ú][Ð][R][È][Ý] ; drey ; I LOVE YOU(:
if i ever go, no, i will not break-up with you. we can still be tgt what! just tht we are in different plaCE?
10/6/2006 9:36:23 PM
[A][N][D][R][E][W] ; drew ; I LOVE YOU TOO(:
[À][Ú][Ð][R][È][Ý] ; drey ; I LOVE YOU(:
i tell you man, i swear, i will never break-up with you lor! no matter wht...

6th of october . our first month. it's only 2 days to our 4th month. and things changed. it's scary. but i know deep down inside, i still love you a lot a lot a lot!

i hope we can still be together again(: but if cannot, i hope we still can be friends. like what you said, we can still be friends. maybe good friends too. hmmm. takecare(:


From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two
I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two
I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?


to my friends and family. thanks(:

edited/ 2.40pm
sinyi, jiayou too(:
read sinyi's blog. teared again. thanks for the chat too (:

im freaking hungry. yet i had no appetite =X



I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I'll do anything, I'll give you my world
I'll wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care (alright)
I was Born To Make You Happy

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

i dont know what to say lahs.

it's the end.

i want 2006.

but i know it's not possible.

School's starting tomorrow! wah, 2 months of holidays passed super fast! Gonna wake up early already... but i will get to see my friends and i miss the school food; ba cho mee! LOL. im wondering how am i gonna tie my hair? sure very messy de lors. hahas.

It's 2007 le. hehes. i dont want this year to end so fast... yeaaaaaaa. i dont want 2008 to come. hahas. i guess i wont be blogging much le bahs. big O is cominggggggg. hahas.

photos taken yesterday. hahahas.

i love you, you love me :D


taken by my aunt. hahas. JAMIE SO CUTEEEEEE :D

twist :D


hmmm... my dear is not feeling very well. takecare:D LOVES!