Recently, I posted only happy posts because people said that my posts are emo?
Guess what, I bottled everything up & went totally nuts today.
Yes, I think I'm going to be blind soon because of all the tears today.

When choir have to use the seminar room & guzheng use the music room,
I tried telling people 'neh mind neh mind, it's okay.' Then Mrs Wong called
and said that she booked all 3 rooms & she talked to linlaoshi on the phone.
I didnt know what she said but I know she insisted on us moving back to music room.
I know that guzheng will have a hard time moving their things but I carn do anything.
So guzheng shifted to the seminar room & choir have to move back to the music room.

I'm the kind that will just say 'neh mind neh mind, anything anything.'
But of course not everybody will think the same way as me.
There are complains from many many many people.
I thought that you guys will think the same way as me, just move without complaining.
It's just my stupid, naive & selfish way of thinking ehh.

Everybody was super angry & everything & I hate to see everybody like this.
I dont know why, i just cried. Cried really a lot at the stairs there.
I wanna say thank you to sec.4 guzheng girls. Linlaoshi was really nice too. ty!
Didt go back for choir practice. No face man, i feel super ashamed to face choir people.
Yiwei, I should have given up the chairman post right? I suck at it.

I'm sorry people, I'm just a useless chairperson that carn seem to get anything right.
Carn do anything to help settle the rooms problem & make everybody happy.
Carn persuade Mrs Wong that using seminar room is fine.
Aiya, I'm not fit to be the chairman lahs. I'm really sorry.
But neh mind neh mind, it's just 3 more days left before i officially step down.

andandand, I'm like so dead lahs, carn get into a good school in Australia.
Using my mid-year marks that's why common tests & class tests are all so important -
that I cried during 10 minutes interaction period on friday
because I carn understand a thing for physics class test later on.
I know, I'm really a crybaby.

Thank you to people who cared, thank you so much! especially isabella[: