today is a bad bad bad day for me.


lotsa cryinggggggg. something happened at night lahs - my mama knows about the relationship le. how she knows about it. just ask me lors. i dont wish to say here. cos you never know the person might be reading this.


what happened is, was damn sad liao. then my cousin HAZEL called and told me while im outside my house about that. i was like WHAT!!! went downstairs and called and talked to my cousin HAZEL. sweetie GLADYS and CINDY. thanks people(: somehow tears carn help but rolled down my face. and thanks dear. and thanks to those i have talked to in msn. yups. thanks people(:


and i found some horrible stuff in my laptop. not horrible stuff lahs. but horrible truth. errrrrrr. about some document lahs. some of you should know. OH MY GOD. im so damn pissed off.


and another thing is. i felt stupid, silly, dumb for posting that emo post last friday. cos it caused a lot of problems. i know it's all my fault. it's all my fault. yeaaa. im seriously dumb. all my fault.


will all this sadness end?


anyway, im studying tomorrow! amaths! with my friends!




and and and, i have to take the choir audition on friday! HAIZZZ. miss yee counted from after the END OF YEAR exams choir practices. yup. i went to australia for 17 days. missed 4 choir practices and 1 open house.


and so, i didnt hit the 75% mark. HAHAS. if only miss yee count from the start of this year. then i dont have to take the audition! but well, i guess it's impossible huh. audition jiu audition bahs!


xinyi paired me with annabelle. im okay with anyone bahs. hope we will pass(: and everybody pass lahs. hahahas. jiayou people!


hmmmm. seems like this australia trip had caused my life to changeeeeeee. HAIZZZ.