"dying is not an option for me. jumping down is painful!!! i scare of pain de. hahas. i will choose to migrate away. and yeahh, i'm waiting for the australian embassy to except my family. it's gonna be half a month but no news yet. why why why dont they except us??? the two houses gonna be ready for us to move in soon (i guess). but my mother wants me to complete my o levels. my father will be going there first. but maybe they reject our application." from my previous entry. then...

my father came home happily with a letter. it's from the australian migration centre or whatever it is called lahh.

our visa are going to be approved? i'm not very sure lahh. but all i know is that we ( my parents and sisters ) have to go for full medical check up. this is a good sign, cos they sort of going to accept?

and my parents need to go to the c.i.d to claim that they are crime-free bahh? hahas. and my father has to go for english test! hope that he can pass, cos he needs the points in order to be aprroved. hahas. but i have a feeling that he will fail lehh. lols.