decided tuu blog =)

went out this morning with my father and sisters and maid to causeway point de metro to buy things. dunch konw what 48th anniversary then got discount lorrs. reach metro at 9.55a.m liddat. shho many people outside worrs. then at 10a.m the gate open horrs, the people shouted "chiong ar!" they ran and grapped $300 worth of things shho that they can buy the special items at only $48. got samsung camera phone, cameras and shho on... ahahaz. people running here and there. we were like laughing. shho farnie. waited outside for awhile before going in.

then slowly shop lorrs, my father need to go to the bank mahh. ahahaz. went to see clothes for my youngest sister jamie first. yeah. she gonna be 17 months old liao =) hehez. got her 3 sets of clothes and one pair of shoes. then my another sister melissa went to see her clothes. my maid helping my mother buy stuffs. hahaz. my mother working, carn shop with us... i am left to look after jamie. bring her go see toys lorrs, she played. then when she saw one baby de milk. she wanna take it. carried her down to find my sister and maid lorrs.

then my father came back from the bank liao. he fed her lorrs. then i went to see clothes. bought 3 shirts. 2 shorts and other stuffs. ahahaz. triumph. LOLs. my sister and maid bought 1 shirt and 1 shorts each. hmmm. well, the bill was $359.00. -_- 20% discount liao. maybe the triumph stuffs costs more. ahahaz.

around 12 noon we went pizza hut to eat. ordered hawaiian + curry chicken pizza. half half one. 4 soups. 10 hot and spicy chicken and one pitcher of coke. shho suay. ran out of chicken ham shho the hawaiian pizza de ham replaced by roasted chicken. taste about the same bahh.

after eating then went home lorrs. exam coming liao. must study! hehez. i always ended up sleeping instead of studying. stop blogging liao. bye =)

went to jessica's and pinye's house today =)

supposed to meet wenya at 12.20+ at sembawang mrt station. both me and wenya reached at 12.26-12.28p.m but we didn't see each other. wenya thought she late so she went up to take the train (1 minute). then i dunch know where is wenya so i waited below and took the next train (4 minutes). reached admiralty saw jessica and wenya liao. i went kfc to buy ice milo first. aiya no long john. i want de milo freeze. heh heh.

walked to jessica's house. quite near from the mrt. about 3-a minutes walk. shho good. then reach there started doing the project work lorr. we did on climate. did some slides then called cindy how her group do one cos we not sure mahh. isabella got guzheng, carn come. budden cindy did 7 slides then left pinye's house. shho we decided to call pinye. cherie and yuting were at her house. pinye shho high. laughed and laughed.

yepp. then they said they did only 1 slide which they actually done 12 liao -_-. then wenya. jessica and i continued doing the slides. we did 9 or 10 slides lorr. we wanna send to isabella so that she can edit and finish up the remaining slides. jessica's internet down mahh. so we sms-ed isabella lorr. isabella never reply. guzheng bahh. we were talking on the phone with pinye they all = cherie and yuting. ahahaz. we told pinye we wanna go her house.

yupp. and we did =) left jessica's house at 3p.m liddat. we walked instead of taking the bus 913. hehez. met up with pinye at the admiralty primary. then went to her house. her brother [[leon]] is super ubber farnie. primary 4 this year. kinda cute too. i thought he spiked his hair. actually he just washed it. hahaz. shho farnie. he can sing man... helpful too. helped us take chairs and shho on... simply kind and helpful. =)

used pinye's comp to see things. LOLs. took lotsa photos with pinye budden she deleted all except one. cos carn really see her face. ahahaz. her brother also got take but pinye deleted too. shho farnie =P wenya wanna listen to sly's songs budden pinye brother was like saying that sly's songs nice mehh. then he changed to myy bandd, the reason and lots more. he sang them too. pinye's family members all very good one. mother, god-mother, father blah blah blah...

step out of pinye's house at 4.45p.m. took the lift down at around 4.52p.m cos her brother wanna come along. then dragged and dragged. shho in the end her mother drove us to admiralty mrt. woohoohoo. no need to walk. lols. on the way pinye's younger brother was singing bounce . he was kind of dancing too. hahaz. shho nice and farnie too. he can join chior next time. and yaa. we all agreed that he looks a bit like kennedy. hehez.

jessica walkec home and wenya and i ran up to take the train. 1 minute mahh. so qiao. met cherie in the train. she going for tuition. heh heh. reached sembawang i went macs. wenya need to rush home lorr. so here i am typing =)

i typed all these using my left fingers only. cos my right hand de middle finger aw dao during p.e yesterday. sprained i think. not sure. yesterday went to see the chinese sin-seh. my father say go see chinese doctor. my mother say go see english doctor. but my father brought me shho see chinese one lorr. poked 2 needles on my left arm -_-. the doctor pulled my middle finger. shho pain siaz. now still a bit swollen. hope monday can okie liao.

haiz. still must take medicine one. for the blood to flow (think shho) one day must take 3 times. got one is 1 time take 8. small small one. smaller than green beans. budden take 8. lols. another one is take 3. a bit bigger than green beans. altogether one day must take 33 pills. omg. lols. still got one medicine thingy to rub on the finger. sigh~


t j h (can read cindy blog too)

"why must i be da one u say hurtful things to" from tjh to me. anyway, you were the one who anyhow acused me for spreading that you like - which i didn't tell a single soul. i dunch even know who the hell you like. you even claimed that all the boys in the class said that i am a big-mouth as they ask me and i will say. i asked people about it (whether they know that you like - and did i tell them) . they dunch know about it. i didn't tell them.

shho i asked you who were the boys who said that. you replied and said that you dunch wanna tell me and that you will handle for me. but didn't you say that all my problems are not yours. yep. this is because you dunch know who are all the boys who said that i am a big mouth. please stop accusing me for things that i did not say. please lahh. you never ever trust me.

i forgived you many times (not once, not twice but quite a number of times. 6 times huh? ) but this time... can i forgive again? you vow not to say sorry to anyone. lols and shho you said. "yaa. everything my fault lahh but i cannot apologise" heh heh. should i forgive you? people, what do you think? i wanna have minimum contact with you so you got nothing to accuse me anymore. =) whateva~ "ohx. you dunch know me and i dunch know you" by tjh.

whee~ in school now =) home econs. miss lim rawks. hehez. pinye beside me. she dunch wanna use her comp. helping her tag people. lol. tagging mine too -_- in the tong hua craze. yuting is busy going around to help us listen to this song. LOL now a lot listening to it. brianna, bing gui blah blah blah...

had piano just now. played badly again. didn't really practice mahh. only touched it when cindy and cherie came to my house =)

now listening to guang liang de -tong hua. suddenly love this song very much =) went to wenya's blog to listen. repeating and repeating. very nice siaz.

yesterday went to science centre. the pond study~ yepp. we were 30 minutes late. we were given the wrong timing. grouped with isabella, cindy, cherie, wenya, jessica and pinye. ahahaz. we only managed to catch the two pond skaters. carn catch the dragonfly. red colour one. the dragonfly shho hyper siaz. fly and fly.

haiz~ still got home econs coursework haven do yet. tomorrow must hand in liao. haven take photos of my banana muffin yet. i am too lazy to bake the banana muffins again. just now, i bought a muffin or a cupcake. dunch know. hahaz. only know is $1.20. lol. the top portion looks like my muffin's colour. later i will be scooping it out and put it in my cake case.

think miss lim can tell is not i bake one. lols. the hotdog photos also different from the ones she saw during practical. tried making and took the photos at home before the practical exam. look different from the ones i made in school budden the photos quite nice lahh. my father made one mahh. hehez. that time my father demo how to cut the bread blah blah blah. hahaz.

yesterday was jogathon =) went by school transport. met up with cindy and cherie at 6.50a.m -sembawang mrt. well, they were there went i reached. hahaz. wonder when will i be earlier than them. =P took the train to yck. then went to the school parade sqaure. waited for the bus lorr. 8 people from 2 integrity took the bus. plus mdm tan. shho farnie. told her about her shirt. isabella was the one who told me. hahaz. she dunch wanna say. shho i helped her say lorr. in the bus played murderer and "cai quan". i shho unlucky, carn seem to guess correctly.

then later the jogathon, c girls went first. i walked with isabella. yepp. at first we walked. then going to the end, we saw npcc people. lol. so we ran for the "love" of pinye. well, we are not les. hahaz. pinye left only 1 water bottle. so isabella and i had to run and snatched it. yayy. i managed to snatch it. budden shared with isabella. yupp. then at the ending point, the gb girls were giving out the cards. wanna run for it but mr lai asked us to slow down. isabella came in before me. she took the front card and i took the back one. wahahahahaz. so farnie siaz. end up, she got 75th and i got 74th. wanna change card with her but she said nevermind.

then later the prize presentation and the international friendship day song and dance thingy. i like the 5 agape one. the 3 faith one also nice. 3 blessing also not bad. no background music also can sing so well. sat under the hot sun. i become darker =)

didn't play at the beach... after jogathon went orchard. cindy, cherie and jessica wanna go home. they took a taxi to enos mrt. isabella, yuting and i took bus 16 to orchard road. went hereen to buy a ripcurl bag. pink colour. i wanted black colour. budden out of stock. no chioce. took the last piece. walked around. sms-ing too. nearly knocked into a mirror. after that we went taka de yoshinoya to eat. ate beef rice + the soup $5.40 =)

eat finished liao then we went to crystal bread shop thingy. yuting wanna buy bread. isabella and yuting lead the way to orchard mrt. my sense of direction is very bad. i just went there last saturday and i dunch know how to find my way blah blah blah. hehez. isabella went to the popular to buy pens. she asked me to help her choose a file. well, i choosed the blue one. now her msn nick is shho farnie. [[ a sad person would choose blue... to represent her tears ]] LOL.

this morning cindy and cherie came to my house to do the music project -jupiter. my sister was like "jie why you keep on coming out of the room. never help do the powerpoint. leave them inside to do the powerpoint." lol. now, i adding background and pics to the powerpoint. budden i dunch know what is the project about. hahaz. dunch understand.

so long never blog liao. hahaz. i lazy mahh =) hahaz. gonna crap now. write one long long post. =P

had piano just now. my piano teacher miss foo came early. i had no time to practice before she comes. haiz. she asked me to play scales first. izzit this spelling? lol. played badly hahaz. then later play the 3 exam songs. quite okie lahh - for people like me. dunch really practice. or should i say. dunch practice at all? hahaz. maybe got practice a bit lahh. lol. very crap lehh. hahaz. aiya. piano exam coming soon. few months time. lol. hope can pass =)

last 2 periods were art. art teacher didn't come. played murderer =) with pinye, cindy, cherie, isabella, wenya, jessica, chiang lin, michelle, sean and kennedy. yeahh. quiite funn lahh. pinye and sean everytime first or second to die one. lol. then before that was julia gabs. mr bill didn't come. so got another teacher. her name is momo? hahaz. thiink shho. she grouped us in groups of 5. then we had to come up with a skit on our own idea. i grouped with glory, sean, sheng hui and ben. we were talking about some things then the word bloody came into someone's mind. forgot is who liao.

then i am the bloody girl. sean is the bloody boy. wanna suck sheng hui's and ben's blood. then glory is the vampire slayer. hahaz. then later sheng hui became the bloody daughter and ben became the bloody son. so we are the bloody family. lol. and the kfc meal. 2 bloody burger. 1 bloody pepsi. 1 bloody whipped potato and 1 bloody colesaw. hahaz. then after the kfc delivery song. we posed lorr. hahaz. aiya. dunch know how to explain here. 2 integrity odd register numbers de people should know. hahaz.

tomorrow home econs practical exam liao. i am making banana muffin and hotdog bun. =) banana. hotdogs =) gonna make the home econs kitchen very messy. tried making the two snacks on sunday. dropped the egg and the egg white and yolk cracked and ended up in the frigde bottom handle. eeeew. got to clean it. my sister hid the weighing thingy and all the sugar landed on the kitchen's flour. got to clean again. spill oil on the kitchen cloth and table. lol. quite messy. =)

had p.e today. quite fun lahh. no need to go stadium. we played captian's ball cum basket ball. no need to bounce the ball but thorw into the basketball thingy -hoop? dunch know. this week didn't play with 2 grace captain's ball. we played on our own. i grouped with pinye, wenya, cindy and cherie. then veron, dorothy, glory, fiona and adeline. adeline very pro. hahaz. cannot throw the ball in her direction one. she surely catch the ball one. yupp. it was fun. fiona they all served the ball. lol. didn't count who win or lose. our class mahh. yaa. then so sweaty lorr. walked outside 3 grace's classroom. waved to audrey. erm audrey tan. hahaz. and shimin. mdm hana didn't come. then miss kang came lorrs. must be very quiet or else she will tell our class the teachers to give us more work. then asked us why we never change back to school uniform. shho sweaty lorr. then later recess then change. didn't went down to eat. hehez. saw anadee then ate her last small piece of hashbrown. hahaz. thanks. cindy should say earlier that she wanna eat. hahaz. i bite all then she say. LOL. budden pinye got biscuits. then i gave cindy lorrs. hahaz. then after that got to watch and cheer for the B girls volleyball finals. yepp. sec 2 and sec 3 express plus hpt members. but lotsa people got excused from it cos got cca. well, chior finally got break le. syf over le mahh. but so weird. last time almost everytime say back for syf practices. then now dunch have. suddenly so free. not very use to it. hehez. yupp. phs won. very close match. then later in the mrt train took pics with isabella. my friendster new picture =) heh heh. i love to use my phone to take pics. hehez. then transfer to comp and put in friendster. =p.

after school went to sun plaza de mos burger to eat lunch with cindy, cherie and wenya. yep. aiya. should go j8. there nicer lorr. lols. yupp. i think the two guys behind us can't study as we were laughing all the way. hehez. cindy laughed and laughed =) we went into the shop then sang the song breakaway cos the radio was playing there song. hahaz. then later lose my breath. pinye should be there =)

aiya. just now got chinese test. i think i will fail. surely 1. one hundred percent will fail. almost dunch know everything. chapter 9 to 12. some chapters we must learn on our own. the teach less learn more. yupp. then chapter 12 horrs. she taught the class budden chior members were not there. we went syf. aiya. other people also dunch understand what she was teaching as she was rushing through. can't absorb lorr. the teach less learn more dosen really work.

syf over liao. we got silver. well, miss yee rawks. what mrs wong said about her was right. she rawks. she rawks. her message rawks. she rockk. very touching. read already horrs, tears can flow out.

Dear choir,

i am sorry that u missed your GOLD. but the main thing was becuase you were
very tensed.
be encouraged that Mr nelson Kwei and Ms lim aihooi, both conductors of Gold
wif honours choir, took the trouble to come to me and tell me that they
actually expected you to get a GOLD. probably becasue it was the first day,
so you lost out on that.

don't forget, you were busy preparing for the 40th anniversary, bfore the
MArch hols. to be able to come this far is already very good.

i am proud of you. you were already winners before you went to SYF. too bad
we didn't get it, but so what.

learn from it and move on.

i will see u guys soon.
will be going away to rest for a week, then we will come and celebrate ok?

yitian's and boon jun's messages are also very encouraging. yep.

boon jun:

YO everyone, miss yee is right, all of you are already winner before u all went to SYF, all of the seniors are very proud of the unitedvoices of PHS!BeliEve ME..U all have already get a Gold in our heart.YOu all have made great improvement since yr 2003 and i am sure u all will keep on improving and we shall really get a GOld one day,this is for sure.
We shall not feel guilt or angry as what is done cannot be undone,continue feeling guilt and angry will bring us no where, we shall look towards the future and rmb any lesson learned in this incident.muz »¯±¯·ßΪÁ¦Á¿!

FOr the sec 2s,1s n some of the sec 3s,there's still another SYF for u all,workhard for it!We hav FAith in u all!Do not be worried by the graduating of seniors in 2 yrs time as u all are going to be the seniors the juniors are going to depend on next time,believe in u urself!

For the sec3s n 4s, what u all can do is to come back after graduating to help them.MAke the juniors to love choir like u all did,tell them the story that u all hav been through,make them hav a sense of belonging to choir and tell them why are we aiming for a gold next time.Come back often to make choir more interesting,we can organise camp, help to teach sectional or bond them together to hav what yitian said, teamwork.We can even form a choir alumni to support choir rite??So do not be sad that u all hav no more chance to take part in SYf anymore,u all still can contribute in many ways!

Well,i think should COngrat HIHS for getting a GOLD,we shld be happy for them instead of comparing ourselves whether we are better then them not rite?

There's still a long long way to GO!so JIA YOU and nv give up easily!yea!LEt us now take a break before we continue to workhard for the SYF in 2007!
lastly...guys, u all did a good job really, really shld celebrate!
UP coming activity for choir will be JUNE camp!!!yea~i hope all of u all will take part k??Esp the sec1, ha.

yitian:

Dear Choir,

I'm sure you guys might be bearing guilt and anger for what
we get in the competition yesterday. And I'm sure you guys might
know by now how hihs did. However, what I really want to say now, is
that you guys will treat this experience as part of a lesson in your
life, as most importantly, to the juniors, the next syf competition
in year 2007.
If you might wonder how you guys did that day, the answer is:
not all are puting in the best. I know the commited ones will know
from their hearts that, not all the members are actually putting in
the best efforts, especially during practices. As Miss Yee's mention
it before, everything is within our reach... but its just whether
we're putting in our best effort a not. And bear in mind, putting in
your effort means that everything you got. That requirs commitment,
and focuss. Do what is right at the right time. Don't talk during
practice! Is that what we always told you? But why haven't people
take that in mind?
But most importantly, commitment doesn't comes from only one
of you. It takes the entirely choir to do so! Everything just
applies the same in your studies, your class project. Having only a
few commited ones don't make things best.
I'm sure you yourselves know in the first place that, our
standard is not exactly far from hihs. In fact, by just comparing
our results with them, we're just a step, a few marks away to gold!
You see how teamwork really make such a difference? Can you imagine,
scoring 49.5 when you're just a mark away from the passing grade?
Missing a second when you're just that amount of time away from the
gold medal in running contest? Every person make a difference in the
competition in choir, and if you think you're just that tiny piece
that can just don't exist.. why on earth bother to come and
practice? Why on earth singing the first place in syf?
You yourselves can see how close that gold is away from us.
How close! But somehow we're can't even control those obstacles
which in fact, is within our control - discipline and commitment.
What I really hope now, is you guys to know:

To achieve a common goal in life, it doesn't take only practices and
hard work. What's really required of you, is whether you heart is in
it to achieving that. What follows is your commitment, right down
from your heart. Never underestimate teamwork.. because it really
plays a very big part to achieve that goal.

We've learnt a lesson, and the seniors can never have syf
again. For now, it's really the junior's job to learn to face such
situation when syf comes in 2007. To those sec ones and twos who
didn't get involved in syf, it's really your job now to learn when
the time comes. For the others.. I hope that these would be a tip to
rely on when you're aiming to achieve something you want.
For now, there's no use crying over spilled milk but most
importantly, you learnt from your mistakes and never do it again.
Why brood over that when people never put their efforts in the first
place? Be contented with your God for what you're achieving -
maintaining a silver and keeping miss yee with us.
Really thank Miss Yee who never give up on us and still
trying to help us during the period before syf. I thank Mr Nah, for
helping us and I thank the seniors like yang kai, and our teacher-ic
who never failed to keep us going til today. I thank God for
blessing us with such helpers we'll never forget despite our
wiltfulness during practices.

Yi Tian
5th April 05

tomorrow is SYF! chiior jiia you! must get siilver or gold? not bronze, iif not miis yee wiill leave!!!

joyce chee shho good. she met julian hee in j8. she got his pic! she posted in friendster. very shuai. hahaz. =)

went to church today. my father drove us there then he went home cos he got to work. dunch noe type what urgent reports. yep. then got the teens bible study. today is very very fun. we played games. well, the sembwang presbyterian church has very little teens. less than 10. only 7. today, only 6 attended. some 3 in each groups. group A- timothy, melissa (my sis) and me. group B- kang jing, amanda and sabrina. then mrs l. ang de granddaughter came. but she didn't wanna mix around with us -_- so she joined group B.

shho fun! one person from each groups got to sit in front. then choose which a or b or c or d or e or f. choose one. then choose liao other people cannot choose le. everyone must go once mahh. hehez. i chose f. lol. the others dunch wanna choose f. say f for stands for failure. hahaz. f stands for fearless. LOL. yup. then choose liao got 7 words. must give clues about the word then the team-mates guess.

timothy horrs, got the word nails. then he point to his finger nails. then i said middle finger. wth. LOL. dunch know which finger he was pointing lahh. shho farnie LOL. well, group A won. but is for the fun only. no punishment or prizes =) hmmm. then later celebrated mrs l. ang de birthday. her birthday cake is shho cute. a big red lips. hahaz. wo de yi ke xin muack muack. lol. then after lunch, got teens alpha course. quite okie. farnie too. =) today rawks

had chiior today. oh wells, my father drove me to the sembawang mrt. phew, luckily, if not i late. erm. late for meeting cindy and cherie. well, when i reached, the train left. always liddat. used to it. =) but sorry cindy and cherie -_- today practice was quite okie. hahaz. but i forgotten to bring the chior shoes. got to be bare-footed. LOL. in the train, cindy was asking me. did you bring your choiir shoes? i was like OMG. no! then i called adeline. she also forgot to bring. hehez. shho nevermind lorrs. a lot of people didn't bring. then got to be bare-footed lorr. but for awhile only =) monday syf le! must jia you! we must get silver or maybe gold. not bronze. if not miss yee will leave us! silver silver. praying for silver. shimin helped me write testi. just read it. hahaz. yep. i won't be so stress for being the first person to walk in the row 4. hehez. but scare walk wrongly. then ruined the chiior's presentation. must relax. then everything will be all right. -quoted from shimin =) eve de blog the song everytime very nice de. now is simple plan shut up. now i listening to simplan plan -shut up. very nice lehh! hehez. part of the lyrics. so nice! hahaz.

didn't go to school with wenya they all today. went to school with cindy cuz got to go to school early for the choir meeting. well, met up with cherie in the school canteen. then we were early, so we went up to class to put our bags. budden later late lor. then yitian gave a "speech" about syf. yep. we must listen to what she say lorr. monday syf liao. p.e quite okie lahh. play with 2 grace. hahaz. 24:1. 2 grace got 24. 2 integrity got 1. hahaz. better than the last time. last time we got 0. hehez. we improved =) we must jia you! (= yah. later choir in the hall. assemby that time. sang two songs. the syf one. yayy. miss yee said that we sang not bad. monday ish coming. hehez. shho excited but also scare. first one to walk in my row. i scare walk wrongly! tomorrow ish the last syf practice le. hehez. hope to get silver! not bronze. if not miss yee will leave -_-